I’m so tired of doing shit for a trade for copy agreement and getting fucked in the end. it literally happens every fucking time I do something for free. & it don’t matter if it’s a small production or big. I did a photoshoot with a huge photographer, nothing in return, was supposed to perform on stage with stevie wonder, but they’re production company are a bunch of unorganized fuck ups and had to cut half the people when we were already there hours away from performing. I’m beyond frustrated at this point and feel like I have to act like a “diva” for anyone to notice me. there has been so many other instances where I never received a copy, and I’m literally putting my hat down on doing shit for free. OVER IT. I just need to join the union and get this shit out of the way already.